Dysfunctional Excess

Ba ba ba ba...

Picked up the Copper with Steel set by Chessex today. Not totally pleased due to the picture's misleading nature in the catalog but feel obliged to support the local store.

Starting to wonder about relationships more lately. We know we can't change the other person so do we now elevate ourselves to thinking we can just change our perception of their potential? Do we do ourselves a disservice by not waiting for the absolute 'right one' assuming there is such a thing. Mel thinks it is a matter of choosing that person A is the right one, from there it happens regardless of compatability.

Realized today that I'll have several months of alone time this summer now that I am committed to my internship. I hope to pen a few short stories, code a few programs and loose a few pounds.

In business management 3510 the teacher tried to explain that managers have a model for teaching others to 'be creative.' It's seriously flawed and won't waste your time with it. Needless to say I could only bring myself to laugh at the pseudo-pyschological crap managers think they possess. I'm almost scared to be one.

\\crv

Running through my head

Not sure why it wasn't thought of before today. Hot under 18 Russian lesbian pop stars.

Revamping the site. Check back.

\\crv

The Cat’s Meow or Lesbian Bars

Bean: “I’ve decided that the possibility of their being a God is very unlikely because if there is one, he’s doing a pretty shitty job”
Sister Carlotta: “What makes you think you understand God’s job?”

I have abs! They exist! All it takes is not eating food that tastes good and running your body beyond what is necessary. Seriously, hedonism is:
he·don·ism - n. Pursuit of or devotion to pleasure, especially to the pleasures of the senses. 1) Philosophy. The ethical doctrine holding that only what is pleasant or has pleasant consequences is intrinsically good. 2) Psychology. The doctrine holding that behavior is motivated by the desire for pleasure and the avoidance of pain.

I am realizing that this is quite adequate to my status in life. It is looked upon as something to be labeled evil and yet we all seek it in some form or another. I’ve decided that we would not have the emotion engine built by evolution without some reason.

\\christian

White Noise or Infinitesimal Things

The battles raged against the wispy air sounds from the speakers above. I think Sum41 won at the expense of Robert’s anger. If only it were Def Leppard.

Drank a margarita presidente at lunch today. Don’t tell anyone. Especially don’t put it on the Internet.

\\christian

Ricercar-

First off, Midtown is an excellent source of 8 vitamins and punk. Check them out. They are produced by Mark Trombino. (You can thank Mark for the sound of Blink182 and Jimmy Eat World.) Though Jerry Finn is working with Blink now.

I realized something while conversing with James today. (James, not Tuba. Idiot.) I have been scared of getting drunk and really haven't in the past year. I drink alone when I do. This is because I fear people labeling me as someone who doesn't have a brain. As much as people tell me they respect the innards of my gray matter, I can't seem to latch to the concept people do, in fact, respect me. I've thought the ruler of the universe would be the progeny of James Bond and Albert Einstein. After talking to James it doesn?t appear to. Charisma dismissed, it's the person. I resolve to unwind this next semester. Enjoy my girlfriend in all the ways a boyfriend should and throw neuroticism to the winds.

Woot!
\\Christian

A personal

Instead of clicking “Microsoft Word,” I clicked “Start -> Run -> and typed ‘Winword’” and it did the same thing. That’s how drunk I am.

Since I’m drunk I want to take the time to write down stuff I’ll regret in the morning.

I’m lonely. I’m sitting here drunk, alone and watching Bobbie’s girl, which is a Showtime feature about a lesbian couple and a boy. If it weren’t for the fact it stared Bernadet Peters I would turn it.

I am cold and am going to retreat to the safety of my blankets. Love you all without any conditions.

\\christian

Not just the side effects of Gregory Pincus but also Samuel Adams
I figured today that I am, easily, a more palatable person when drunk. A six-pack of Sam later I am perhaps the closest to me ‘self’ than ever imaginable. I think that the lowered inhibition that alcohol brings also bring the true persona of a person to the forefront. Actions a person would not normally due sober they more than willingly do under the influence. Perhaps the same can be said for their personality? Take mine for instance. I become frail, unconfident, can’t type worth a damn, dictionless and amazingly introspective. More so than usual.

Woot!

\christian

Peter Gabriel understands

Acquired BT’s Rare and Remixed during my luncheon constitutional. Surmised as an electronica sample gangbang on my tympanic membrane. You’re shocked to see yourself subjected to it and while defying all of societies moral laws; you cannot help but feel pleasurably naughty.

\christian

Arbitrament

“A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything. Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity.” - Lazarus Long

Amazement comes from the amount of Bakelite people use in society today. We detest it yet so many of us couldn’t get on without it. I, for one, love the stuff as my woman would not have an acceptable substitute for me whilst I’m away.

Inspiration collided as I whistled “Paperback Writer” by the Beatles in the shower today. I thought of a possible Harry Potter plot I could write that wouldn’t involve tampering with Joe Rowling’s plot; it would only add and bring together some of the plot that she has wasted. The problem I’ve foreseen is that I’m not British and as such could not pen a novella in the same dialect as she. Perhaps I am a better person for never have called for my mum?

"Men," Caleb said with a tone all too familiar of an Eagle Scout leader, "show that possum who his daddy is." – Caleb Waddle on a camping trip with Joni Holder.

Ender’s Game is set to become a movie now. Warner Brother is the studio, something I delight in after seeing the first Harry Potter movie. Their choice of director is titillating to say the least. Wolfgang Peterson, notable for his work on Outbreak and A Perfect Storm, is anything but a stranger to science fiction. His work on Enemy Mine, a great science fiction book by Barry B. Longyear, was awesome. It shows his ability to take science fiction to the screen without loosing the overall theme of the movie.

Today's journal was flacid and sullen. There will be better.
\\christian

Neogenesis - The Recreation

First things are ALWAYS first by nature. The name is exactly 12 characters long, the maximum that Pitas would allow for a handle. The online medical dictionary defines sterognosis as "the ability to recognize objects by sense of touch." I would have liked to use stereoelectroencephalography but it just would not have any of it. (Even after I taunted it.)

For the curious, stereoelectroencephalography is the recording of electrical activity in three planes of the brain, i.e., with surface and depth electrodes.

You will not ever ask yourself why you are reading this delectable Greek pastry. The deliciousness of a pita entree is defined by its filling, its content if you will. This morsel of goodness, my friends, is filled with pure Quiznos.

Beer calls.
\\christian

Addendum: I was asked after this post who in the fuck is Gregory Pincus.

Gregory Pincus, lived 1903 to 1967, was an endocrinologist. Born in Woodbine, N.J. He taught at four Massachusetts universities - Harvard (1931--38), Clark (1938--45), Tufts (1946--50), and Boston University (1950--67).

In 1944 he cofounded the Worcester Foundation for Experimental Biology, one of the first laboratories set up expressly to channel scientific discoveries directly into commercial development. He concentrated on studying hormones and other factors in mammalian reproduction and - with financial support brought in thanks to Margaret Sanger - he became one of the prime developers of an oral contraception pill (1951). An author of books and scientific papers, he published The Eggs of Mammals (1936) and The Control of Fertility (1965).

Essentially, he invented birth control. W00t!